how am I?

I've had some people e-mail me recently and ask how I am. I don't really know how to answer the question. Everyone who has asked me, has been someone who has prayed for me and is currently praying for my family as we navigate the unknowns of my mom's colon cancer. So, how I am? I'm fine. I feel like my life is a bit surreal right now, but I'm fine. Sometimes it's scary, but knowing that God is completely in control and there is nothing I can do but pray and trust Him, helps me not be so scared. I have been blessed with an amazing relationship with my parents and I love them so much...but that's part of what makes this process easier for me. I know that my mom knows that I love her a thousand times more than I can explain...and I know that she loves me that much too. The other part that makes it easier is my FAITH. I don't know how people who don't know Jesus deal with crisis...I would be lost without Him, and I feel that way under normal circumstances. So, how am I really? I'm good. I'm blessed. I'm thankful for all I've been given and I won't waste this time being worried. I want to use the time I've been giving to be all God has made me to be...yep. I'm good. :)